New Gratitude is my attitude

As I have embraced the whole concept of bullet journaling.
I truly feel a shift in consciousness.
Being my true optimistic self and shedding years of weighted pessimism.

Writting it all out , sending it to god / universe and really letting go of "the how's" fear that slow our flow.

In younger years I trusted God/ Universe guidance and my life progression was an amazing upward flight. Yes the wind shifted but I trusted I will see the next step and I did.

In our stride to become productive adults we comform to what society expect us to become. Losing sight of the path God/Universe is guiding us on causing dis-ease of Mind Body Spirit in my experience. We are all individuals and how each of us get to point B is our own unique course. Trying to get to our destiny they way everyone eles is trying to go isn't productive for everyone. Life is not a one size fit all type of gig.

So it takes us longer getting to our destine place when we don't follow our own path. I am finding that this bullet journaling escapade is putting my path in clear view.

Someone said seeing your goals and steps to take to your path in your own handwriting does wonders to the mind.

I so agree with this sentiment.
Positive thinking does leads to a positive life. I am living proof and just the few days of preping my Journal and family logs has shifted my thoughts and my life.

New baby and New move have been my focus for several months that I was missing the joy of this new escapde. I was letting others narrow pessimistic view block my joy.

As I map out our course I feel God's hand calming and reassuring me.
Reality is built in fear of our past mistakes. Trusting in God/Universe brings in focus my true reality.

I am laughing how trying to organize my life and mapping my goals have turned into an amazing spiritual experience.
Love n Light beautiful ones!
I will post my finish Personal Bullet Journal soon.

29 weeks with Halloween Baby Drysdale

From The Bump: "The Bump: Baby is as Big as an Acorn squash" http://thebump.com/pregnancy-week-by-week/29-weeks-pregnant https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.xogrp.thebump

MerPrince4 is already acclimating to his earth side family.
Whenever he hears his brothers playing the #bump is rocking.
As if he is saying
"let me in the fun"

He hears MerPrince3 talk and he is jumping like
" Hey big bro I want to play"

Yes we are counting kicks and you know we surpass the 10 minimum amount. I record the time since on average he kicks 30 plus in a hours time.

29 week pelvic pain OMG!
I was on bedrest most of my pregnancy with MerPrince3 so I Was not prepared for this fun.
MerPrince2 was 18 years before that so really totally forgot about PELVIC PAIN!

My poor lady parts feeling like I was kicked there
Or did a two hour spin class bare bottom.

Look kiddo all the books, websites and our own Doctor said it's the body's way preping for delivery and stretching as you get bigger.
I totally get the stretching part but we have to have another C-section so cut Mami so slack.

Love Hubby but he in all his sincerity
Laughs saying
"One more reasons men can't and won't have babies"

He really is supportive I love the realness of his honesty about the changes women bodies go through creating life and how men couldn't go through it once.

All jokes and complaining a side we are all over the moon for MerPrince4 to join our family. From all his kicks and his sleeping schedule he is fitting right in with all our crazy escapades.

Next post let's discuss the sterilization form they constantly ask you about when your over 40 with your fourth child! Lol

Love n Light beautiful ones!

I wanna singa , do you

https://youtu.be/ytR7-wT0Qqw

Love introducing the MerPrince to these sweet cartoons. Though as an adult I see so many huge hidden messages.

Love the song when I was a girl.
Introduced it to my older MerPrinces (26&21)

Now sharing it with our youngest.
Over joyed this classic still has it's fun magic of embracing your true self.

I think I had 3 Crooners that play and sing all types of music with Love n Light.

What timeless classic have introduced to your littles?

Love n Light
Happy New Year's
Blessed to see another year.